Here goes everything....

So the surgery is tomorrow...Why is it I suddenly find myself scared, nervous and very worried. I don't know where this came from maybe it's the 10 days with no real feeling of fullness in my belly maybe it's the emotionally letting go of food. But right now at this moment I wish I had a few more days. I know everything will be fine and I'm over reacting and blah blah blah. Trust me I keep telling myself these things over and over. Then why still this feeling like I'm about to jump off a cliff and all I can do is stare down...